2011年9月20日星期二

Who are real freaks

Freaks
Directed,written and produced by: Tod Browning
Release date: 1932
Running time: 62 mins
DVD Released by: Wanner Brothers



















Freaks was banned for 30 years after it firstly released, by now it is still banned in Sweden, Finland and Ireland. I think this is reason why most people wanna watch such classical movie in the 21 century. At first, I'd like to talk about some stories about actors behind it. " Freaks " in film are all original people from our real world, they are unfortunate people to be born with different conditions or deformities. Majority of these special people had acting experience before, therefore they did play well in it. I think this movie just showed what are their lives in real world.


The central story is of a self-serving trapeze artist named Cleopatra (Olga Baclanova), who seduces and eventually marries a sideshow midget, Hans (Harry Earles), after learning of his large inheritance. At their wedding reception, the other "freaks" resolve that they will accept Cleopatra in spite of her being a "normal" outsider, and hold an initiation ceremony, where in they pass a massive goblet of wine around the 
table while chanting, "We accept her! We accept her! One of us! One of us! Gooble-goble, gooble-goble!" The ceremony frightens the drunken Cleopatra, who accidentally reveals that she has been having an affair with Hercules (Henry Victor), the strong man; she mocks the freaks, tosses the wine in their faces, and drives them away. Despite being humiliated, Hans remains with Cleopatra.


Shortly thereafter, Hans is taken ill. Cleopatra has poisoned his wine at the wedding, and continues slipping poison into Hans' medicine so that she can inherit his money and run away with Hercules. Venus (Leila Hyams), another circus performer, overhears Cleopatra and Hercules discussing the murder plot and tells Hans and the other freaks. In the film's climax, the freaks attack Cleopatra and Hercules with guns, knives, and various sharp-edged weapons, hideously mutilating them during a bad storm. Though Hercules is never seen again, the original ending of the film had the freaks castrating him; the audience sees him later singing in falsetto. The film concludes with a revelation of Cleopatra's fate; she has become a grotesque, squawking "human duck". The flesh of her hands has been melted and deformed to look like duck feet and her lower half has been permanently tarred and feathered.(from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Freaks)





The shooting and editing is out of date,  but the story is cruel enough to make you remember it. Who are real freaks?  I believe that everyone had some times when we felt like freaks. Think back to you school time, and I am pretty sure that we have done some worst thing like killing cute animal, eat strange food and so on, but we never think about we are real freaks, that is why?


 It is because of good appearance and condition. It's because of we are the same. It's because of thousands of excuses that we came up with, like someone pissed me off, breaking up with gf or bf, and suffering too much pressure. Furthermore, in most of religion original human nature is relativity to greedy, violence and hypocrisy. I think human nature sucks forever, no matter how long we try to keep good, so the only thing we have to keep is rationally thinking, and remind us of not sinking low.


Don't be afraid of freaks, who they just had dinner with you, worked with you, and kissed you.





2011年9月18日星期日

Love in Cold Moutain

明天早上8点的船去丹麦 Frederikshavn, 一个不大的海边城市。 只有短短一天的旅行时间,要去的地方很多,大概查了一下有6,7个。如果一切顺利,tourism office能给我提供自行车,行程就完美了,呵呵,希望吧。
The day before yesterday I watched film Cold Mountain, it makes me sad. Yesterday I saw the sentence "I love you, but I don't like you anymore". I am totally confused about it, what exactly does it mean?? I asked my friends, one of the answers made me laugh to die. He said that it means I still care you, but I don't wanna fuck you anymore. lol I think the answer is pretty realistic and understandable. Love is feeling for somebody, and like is attitude towards what somebody does.
Let's go back my life. In fact, I have been missing her continuously for two days, and slept at 6 am tonight, I feel that I lost my mind because of her. it's time to stop it,I can't cant't can't ......... That's why I decided to hang around somewhere, the destination is unimportant, I just have to do something else instead of missing her. Hopefully it works, the trip gets me out of her world.
She's the only one I like.
A song for myself :)